Friday, February 6, 2009

For someone that i used to call a FRIEND......... YHM.....

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loosing other ppl? i dun give a shit at all!! loosing my good buddy, i also dont give a shit! if it is bcoz of YOU yourself did the shit!...... BUT not that what im refering at... now, im loosing you as someone that i dont know, that i dont recognize u at all... because i think, u are not YOU.... YHM that i knew before.......

some one that i adore as a good leader and a good person to be with.. i always pray to god, show us the strength, the truth that can always open up ur mind and ur eyes.. God do show u the way, but unfortunately, u choose to againts ur fate.. and now, i do pray to God for ur happiness towards to success... please dont have even a bit of heart on us... please dont have a bit of our memory to be kept on ur mind... please dont... i scared it will make u turn back and look at us after u have asked us to "drop everything all" .. it hurt us so much when all we did never been seen.. u've been proud of all of ur fren before.. who they are?where they come from?what they did? and now on, i hope that u also will "proud" of "those" ppl.... u always proud to say, FRIENDS are the good mirror of ourself....... GOOD LUCK...........





Aku memang terlanjur mencintaimu (menyayangi seorang sahabat)..

Dan tak pernah ku sesali itu..

Seluruh jiwa rela ku serahkan..

Mengenang janji setiaku (merasai susah senang bersama)..

Kumohon jangan jadikan semua ini..

Alasan kau menyakitiku (memperbodohkn persahabatan ini, dtg dan pergi semahu mu)..

Meskipun cintamu tak hanya untukku(tidak pernah persoalan kn, tidak pernah terhalang kn mahu mu, ingin mu..

siapa dan mana diri mu bersama..

kerna ku tahu kau sahabat yg sejati)

Tapi cobalah sejenak mengerti..

Bila rasaku ini rasamu..

Sanggupkah engkau menahan sakitnya..

Terkhianati cinta yang kau jaga(terasa diri terkhianati kerna insan2 itu yg ternyata tidak sejati, tidak suci, diri mu hanya dijadikan boneka oleh insan2 seperti itu?)..

Coba bayangkan kembali..

Betapa hancurnya hati ini kasih..

Semua telah terjadi..

Aku memang terlanjur mencintaimu(menyayangi mu sungguh seorang sahabat yg sejati)..

4 comments:

No Name said...

be patient Sweet.. I'm sure the one who has been missing a good friend is her, not you!
my best support for you! :)

Erna Hanis said...

thank u so much!! :) always pray for her happiness....

Baby Cocktaills FUN-shoppe said...

Erna...

This entry really touch my heart. Only both of us know how the feelings is....and we always pray for her happiness...friend is always a friend (for me)

at first i wanna ask u to stop being a blogger but i think its ur right to do what u wanna do...just a few words for u...

watever u write inside...b careful with yur words k...u hv so many followers now..and they like to judge u tru ur words not by knowing u..some find the bad side of u and me but its ok...since all the drama has been ended now...

this friendship always make me sick..hurt..nobody giving us a chance to depends ourself...doesnt matter how nice u being with them..doesnt matter how nice u threat them....still all the bad will come back to us...

Always look at our mistake k...muhasabah diri..than we dunt blame others...thats better..Allah itu Maha Berkuasa, Maha Adil...Kebenaran itu pasti akan dtg...Berdoalah padaNya...ingat doa org2 teraniaya itu MAKBUL..apa sj yg DIA dtgkan pada kita..wpun sakit itulah yg terbaik...

dan kita sendiri tak penh menghalang sesiapa when they ask for their happiness....ppl already wrongly get us...but 1 day they'll know....kita terima suma kebencian as a punishment from Allah atas kesalahan kita :)
by saying that..hati kita lebih tenang...

Semoga hari esok lebih baik dari semalam...May Allah bless us and our family....spread Love!~

Erna Hanis said...

thank u cocktails... i know u understand better.. yaaaaa u rite, sumtimes friendship really make us sick! they like to judge.. like to assume things.. like to take things for granted.. but i know not all friends are like that aite? and i agreed with u.. what ever condition, we have to always look at the BAD SITE OF OURSELVES.. do not always POINT UR FINGER TO OTHERS.. bak kata pepatah melayu, CERMIN DIRI DULU.. ARE U PERFECT ENOUGH TO JUDGE OTHER PEOPLE?? and i agreed with u.. what ever condition, let GOD decide.. always feel humble coz we are nobody in this world to "punish other people" anyway... thank u cocktails!! :)