Well, after all i thought the nightmares will continuosly strike my night... however, angle came to me last night and i had a sweet dreams.... thanks, i know u will always be my angle that Allah send to always be there for me... no matter when u turn to devilz, and become my nightmare, you will always back as my angle and let me have my sweet dreams sleep~~
I keep awake every hour... like repeating the same action? What?? What is happening to me? Why all those words keep hunting my head? Keep hunting my dreams and i woke up searching the shadows... shadows of un return and unretrieve? Am i delusional?
1955... night has strike again.. im in trauma of dark.. my day lives in frightening.. my night lives in trauma... i light in on, but afraid of closing my eyes.. 2days, i slept during a day with tears.. and night awake like thinking what will happens tomorrow.. the curse will happen, which i wonder what? By the name of Allah, i even hard to preach, afraid if i used it wrongly.. why i am in this frightening darkness? I might did it wrongly... now my leg is shaken, its 2002 and soon 0315 never promised i will be still OK....
*deeply depressed*.....
