I'm talking to the mirror...... most of the time~~~

where is the girl that i used to know?........

now i got stupid by others, i got used by them, i do what ever they ask...

i never stand and defend myself, anymore....

please come back.... that girl i used to know.

the toughen girl that always know what she wants!

the girl that used to be mine will always has fire on her eyes!

now, each and every time i look at the mirror, i dont know who is she?

where is HER?

He still care...........

no point of saying...

useless of argument....





honeyzz.........

That girl...

it will always be like this.. from kid till now..

i thought that u have changed, i thought that u will backed me and help me up..

it is true, "she's bruised And gets used by a man who can't love"..

u treat me like i have done nothing beneficial in your life at all...

i will always be me and i will never be her..............

thanks for the "love" from both of you..

mom, you will always be the best! this is my fate mom... i have to always stand alone and yet i always have to stand for them... 

biar org lain 'buta' hatinya... mom, if you pray for me, i know this is one of the best decision i will make in my life.. i might thought of the burden but i know, i can see the bright future right in front of me... thanks for at least make me feel a bit ease........ <3 span="">

TIDAK PERNAH ADER SEDIKIT PUN ISTILAH "FREE" DALAM HIDUP AKU....

if you think that you are smart enough, list..... and calculate......

will that "free" status worth of all? no, it is more than it should be...

it is always uncountable.... but yet you called them "FREE"

thank you very much... i pray may Allah grant you of what you have said... 

You don't...

You don't play with your phone if you are OK...
You don't quiet if you are OK...
You usually ask me questions when you are OK...
You talk to me when you are OK...
You look at me when you are OK...
I know when you are not OK

#heknows #heacknowledge

... I am sorry for what had happen last night
promise that we will share everything...
... I promise ❤❤

Good night world,
Honeyzz....

You never take a walk with me...

I only wanted to share this song... #deepmeaning

Will london falls and never fix?

Well, after all i thought the nightmares will continuosly strike my night... however, angle came to me last night and i had a sweet dreams.... thanks, i know u will always be my angle that Allah send to always be there for me... no matter when u turn to devilz, and become my nightmare, you will always back as my angle and let me have my sweet dreams sleep~~

Delusional....?

I keep awake every hour... like repeating the same action? What?? What is happening to me? Why all those words keep hunting my head? Keep hunting my dreams and i woke up searching the shadows... shadows of un return and unretrieve? Am i delusional?

Night has strike again...

1955... night has strike again.. im in trauma of dark.. my day lives in frightening.. my night lives in trauma... i light in on, but afraid of closing my eyes.. 2days, i slept during a day with tears.. and night awake like thinking what will happens tomorrow.. the curse will happen, which i wonder what? By the name of Allah, i even hard to preach, afraid if i used it wrongly.. why i am in this frightening darkness? I might did it wrongly... now my leg is shaken, its 2002 and soon 0315 never promised i will be still OK....

*deeply depressed*.....

New year 2016 begin

Look who is this girls?? 😂😂 for the beginning of the new year 2016, getting myself on braces! Never thought of putting this strange thing on my teeth untill i saw myself on one video "OMGeeee, i got to do something with my teeth" realizing that eating my favourite mee soto, will endup 3 days of trying to get rid of the pieces of chicken slices in between the teeth.. here it goes, the braces as a solution 💜💜💜 first choices of dark purple color for my O-Ring, pretty cool! I love the appearance of the reflection.. Welcoming my new year 2016, new look, new resolutions ahead, mwaaaahhh!! 😙😙